I know in the scheme of problems, having to wait for something isn’t that big of a deal, but it’s one of things that hit me the hardest. The uncertainty. The constant what ifs. It takes such a toll that I have little room in my head for anything else.
I’m still waiting for news on the latest round of divorce court proceedings to be resolved. No news is good news I guess, but I wish I knew what was going on.
The weight of not knowing hangs over me like a leaden cloud. I trudge onward because I have things I must/want to do. I’m just so. So. So. SLOW.
I had to bump the pre-order date for Evil Eyed again. I have been chipping away at it as regularly as I can but I just can’t seem to make that shift into high gear to power through to the end. Of course that puts me behind on everything else I planned for this year. I can’t work on the final edits for Monstrous Heat until Evil Eyed is done. I can’t get back to Darkness3 until both of these projects are done. But now it’s taking me so long that I need to shift over to Blizzard Bound first or I won’t make that deadline either.
I am deadline driven. But this is getting ridiculous, even for me.
2 thoughts on “The Waiting”
We are rooting for you! You have come so far and you will reach your goals
I just found you. I can’t tell you how much I enjoyed reading. I can’t wait for evil eyed, yet I have no choice and I will. I am learning through reading these books of fantasy that so many share their life with us. Please do what you must to be healthy and continue to share with us.
Thank you for sharing your gift