I think I’m going to finish it soon, like maybe even this weekend assuming I don’t have to cook a lot for an impromptu family gathering on Saturday. Yep, that fast. I think I started it the first or second day in July and it’s going to be about 50K or so. I’ve already written the end. I just have to tie a few things together in the middle and then layer in a few more elements that have become meaningful.
On one hand this has been a very difficult project that has pushed me beyond another boundary. It probably won’t even be that obvious to any of you reading it but it was significant for me.
I’ve also got a very dirty mouthed heroine. Again, for me, not easy to write. But she’s been hilarious. Lilly’s brash and quite the lusty wench (her own words). She’s done things to poor Donovan that I canNOT believe I actually wrote. I mean whew. Crazy. I don’t know that I’ll ever be able to look at cherry pie the same way again. *blushes*
Still going strong at 38K for this story and almost 44K for the month.
Since I haven’t shared anything yet, I thought I’d give you the working blurb and opening scene to this new project, THE BILLIONAIRE SUBMISSIVE. Yep, a twist on the whole billionaire craze — except the rich ultra alpha CEO is also a submissive in the bedroom.
Donovan Morgan rules his billion-dollar international company with an iron fist. But in the privacy of his bedroom, he needs to be ruled…
Lilly Harrison helps her clients tame their personal demons by taming them. Lots of men—whether rich or blue-collar—like to be dominated by a woman. But the ultra rich and powerful CEO is alpha to the core. In public, that is.
Can she tame the alpha boss in private?
Donovan selects his potential Mistress as carefully as he investigates his latest investment opportunities with a contract as tight and binding as any corporate takeover. He must ensure his privacy at all cost— even if he has to resort to a little blackmail to ensure her full cooperation.
However, the indomitable Miss Harrison laughs in his face, tears his contract up, and walks out of his posh office suite without a single glance back.
Which seals the deal for this CEO.
He must have her. Even if she makes him crawl to her side.
~ * ~
Donovan Morgan stared out at the panoramic view without really seeing the skyline of downtown St. Paul. His corner office was mostly glass, giving him an unimpeded view of the world he’d supposedly conquered. He’d just closed another million-dollar deal, yet he felt nothing. No joy, exhilaration, the rush of competition that he’d thrived on his entire life. It was like he’d been left outside in the frigid winter to freeze solid, just another ice sculpture in the wintry park.
Never mind that it was full-blown summer in Minnesota and the winding river below was crammed with boaters enjoying the warmer temps.
His personal assistant buzzed him. “Mr. Morgan? Your 10:00 AM appointment is here?”
Miss Wruthers never managed to sound very sure of herself, even when she knew damned well he was expecting this meeting. She’s new. He smothered a sigh. Hopefully she’ll gain more confidence. Assuming I don’t bark at her and terrify her to death. Without looking, he reached down and pressed the intercom. “Send him in.”
He heard the door open and shut, but he delayed turning around to greet his guest. He didn’t want to appear too eager. Or God forbid, desperate.
“I have the file that you asked for, Mr. Morgan.”
He’d used Andy Wells many times in the past when he needed dirt on the competition in order to gain some leverage. The man was a pitbull when it came to tenacity and fight, with the nose of a bloodhound and the speed of a greyhound. If there was any secret to be uncovered, Andy would find it, carefully peeling back layer after layer until the ugly truth was bared, and if he couldn’t find it, no one else would either. Donovan kept him on his personal staff and paid the man extremely well. To ensure Andy never had cause to go digging into his own secrets.
Without replying, he turned and accepted the manila file. It was disturbingly thin and light. If this was all the dirt Andy’d been able to dig up on this prospective…
What could he call her?
Trick? No. That would be me.
Sitting down, he laid the file open on his desk and let his gaze linger just a moment on the picture paper clipped to the inside of the file. Lilly Harrison wasn’t exactly a gorgeous woman but she was quite attractive. Long coppery brown hair a curly tumble about her shoulders, pretty face, light blue-gray eyes, lush curvy body. Perhaps a little too short for his personal tastes and certainly not the model-thin slip of a woman so popular in the media, but her curves suited him just fine.
She had an easy, open smile and a light in her eyes that he instinctively mistrusted, even while his instincts told him that spark was the key to hooking her interest. Light implied warmth and sweetness, even innocence, and if there was anything he’d learned about Lilly Harrison before he’d hired Andy to dig deeper, innocence was the last thing in her mind. But he could certainly use that spark of curiosity to his advantage.
The next page listed the basic overview of her background. Age twenty nine, single, self employed as a stained-glass artist in Oakdale after bailing on her white-collar job five years ago. Doing well enough to purchase her own townhome, though she owed a considerable amount on the mortgage yet. She had a sick younger brother with a ton of medical bills. He could use that to his advantage. Her parents were still alive, living with the brother on the other side of Minneapolis. Comfortable but not well off, and from the suburb they lived in, conservative and possibly even Catholic. Even better leverage.
He turned the page and scanned the list of her male “acquaintances.” Aka the men she hired herself out to. The johns.
Is that what I’ve come to? Just another john trying to hire a prostitute to get what I need? Like a junkie on the street?
He forced himself to read every single name, even though he didn’t recognize any of them. At least she wasn’t involved with high-up politicians. Andy had even taken a few pictures, although none of them were compromising. Lilly and her gentleman getting into a car, getting out of a car, going into a restaurant. They were both dressed to the nines as if they’d been to the opera. She wore a gorgeous slim-fitting black gown that hugged every wicked sweet curve and strappy bright red platforms that must have added four inches to her height. The stilettos made him drool. The red made him insane, tantalizing him like a bull in a ring.
Ridiculous. Some poor sap actually paid for her services and took her out to eat? Andy had also included the names of each hotel she’d gone to with her client. All upper-class hotels, certainly not the scary cheap one-night-stand sort of places he’d expect a woman like her to use.
A woman like her.
He ran a hand over his face, rubbed his eyes, and then gripped his head like he had a headache. What the hell am I doing? Am I actually this desperate?
“She’s real careful, Mr. Morgan. She always uses her name to check into the hotel and it’s always booked and paid for in advance. By her. She’s seen these men in public before, and there’s not a single trace of anything suspicious or scandalous. Two of them are married, all of them are pretty well off. I mean, they’re nothing like you, boss, but they’re wealthy enough to pay her a grand a night.”
“That’s all she charges them?”
“As far as I can tell. She doesn’t do random guys, either. That’s why she takes them out to dinner first, at least twice. Only then do they get to go to the hotel with her. They never go to her house and she uses a different hotel for each man. I don’t have any idea how they hooked up with her. I couldn’t connect any kind of web presence to her name or credit cards at all. All of the men are regulars. I clocked Mr. Smith seeing her once a week. Mr. Hamilton even hit her twice last week.” Andy chuckled. “She must be damned good at what she does.”
Donovan pinned the man with a glare that made Andy gulp like a teenager caught smoking weed in the stairwell. He didn’t say a word, just kept that steady, critical eye contact until Andy dropped his gaze and rushed to fill the heavy silence.
“No criminal record. She got a bachelor’s degree from St. Cloud though she doesn’t use it. Accounting. She has a savings account but it’s not huge. Just twenty grand. Her brother’s bills are five times that. She’s been making regular payments to her parents to help them out. She has a small retirement account left over from her corporate job but no other investments.”
Donovan turned his attention back to the file. She’d never been married. No children. A single woman on the verge of suffering the strident call of her biological clock. Ordinarily that thought would send him running like hell in the opposite direction, but Lilly wasn’t the typical woman. He wasn’t interested in dating or marrying her.
I’m interested in hiring her. That’s all.
He smothered a wry laugh and shut the file, though he couldn’t drag his gaze away from it. That sounded so simple. So clean. So basic. Nothing as dirty as what he really wanted from her.
“That’ll be all, Andy. Thanks.”
Andy stood, but didn’t rush toward the door. “Sir?”
Surprised, Donovan raised his gaze to the man’s face. “Yes?”
“She seems like a real nice lady. I mean, despite… She’s nice.” At the skeptical look that must be on his face, Andy hurried to explain. “I always like to run into the person I’m investigating in some part of their everyday routine, just to see how they respond. She’s polite and well mannered. She spoke to me, she didn’t give me the brush off. She wasn’t rude. She has some kind of mutt that she must love a great deal because she takes him for a long walk every single day. All of her neighbors speak well of her.”
“What’s your point?”
Andy’s cheeks flushed and he stuttered but he didn’t drop his gaze. “I don’t know what your intentions are and frankly it’s none of my business. I just wanted you to know that she’s not some skank out looking to make a quick buck or a gold-digging bitch out to screw every lying bastard out of his money. She’s nice. I’d like to be her friend and I don’t say that about many people.”
Donovan wanted to ask if he qualified as someone Andy would want to have as a friend, but he already knew the answer. He was the boss man, the hard ass who made the money and paid the lawyers to screw everyone until they got the best deal. Even I wouldn’t want to be my friend.
He wheeled his chair around to look out the window. Cold, so cold and numb and hard. He was tempted to strip out of his Armani suit and stretch out in the sunlight shining in through his window. Maybe that would thaw him out.
Nope, he’d tried that already. All it did was first give him a miserable sunburn in some unspeakable places, and then eventually tan him as dark as island native. He was still so numb he couldn’t feel a thing. “I don’t need a friend, but I’ll keep that in mind.”
Andy didn’t say anything else but took the opportunity to escape.
No, what I need…
Donovan used his reflection in the glass to straighten his already perfect tie. His next business meeting might actually be one of the most important of his life.
The reason Andy hadn’t been able to find anything on Lilly that would connect her initially to the men is that he’d failed to make the connection to the local BDSM community, probably because she’d been out of “circulation” for a few years. That was actually good. Donovan didn’t want anyone to be able to connect her to the underworld of sexual deviants like him.
What I need is absolute secrecy. And Mistress L.